Monday, February 11, 2013

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What do I have to be stressed about right now? Nothing. I am absolutely happy and carefree at this moment. I am accidentally ahead of my AP Lit class, have great friends who make me laugh almost every second, and things at home are actually at peace. Now that I think of it maybe I do have some stress, but I've been putting it off. I'm not really stressed but more worried about how my mom is going to take it when I leave for college. I feel like she is so stuck on to the thought that since her 2 eldest daughters haven't left the womb that her youngest one is definitely not leaving. I don't know how to make her realize that I am leaving. It's stressing me out because she's so stubborn and I know for a fact that she will find any excuse to keep me at home. I'm just so worried that she will change her feelings and thoughts about me as a daughter once I leave. What I've done so far to relieve this stress is spend time with her and remind her that I'm growing up but in a nice way. I think I should be trying to make her somewhat happy about me leaving instead but I'm not sure how to do that. Forget about that sad parts though! I'm so excited for the memories I'm going to create in the following months. Graduation, PROM, senior picnic, PROM, winter formal, PROM, first time in college. It's going to be amazing to make these memories with people who actually want to be in my life which makes it a tad more exciting... okay a lot more exciting. Go with it and make sure to make these memories last. 

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